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[26 Jan 2009|04:05pm] |
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last night was fun. i need to start getting out more again.
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| 483. |
[18 Jan 2009|11:01pm] |
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i hate this cold weather but i hung out with a cute boy last night and it reminded me of how much i love this time of year. i really can't wait to start school.
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| 482. |
[14 Jan 2009|11:24pm] |
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i complain too much. my life rules. blunts and/or beer every day is nothing to complain about ever.
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| 481. |
[11 Jan 2009|12:24am] |
maybe if i stopped drinking, no one would hang out with me anymore. it'd be a good way to figure out who doesn't really matter.....i wish i could figure that one out on my own.
i'm watching the first episode of trw:brooklyn for at least the seventh time. my house is fucking freezing.
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| 480. |
[03 Jan 2009|12:28am] |
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i haven't written in this shit in like a month. fuck it, my life rules. later.
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| 479. |
[17 Nov 2008|12:10am] |
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i can't be here anymore, next year is going to be great. goodbye, florida!
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| 478. |
[25 Oct 2008|02:55am] |
it's killing me that some of the best relationships i've had with people are nothing anymore.
the list of people i've pushed away in just the past year and a half would be miles long. i miss so many of you, i'm sorry.
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| 477. |
[17 Oct 2008|01:03am] |
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i never thought i'd say it, but i need this.
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| 476. |
[28 Sep 2008|09:06am] |
waking up at five am to throw up for three hours and try and figure out what the fuck you were even doing last night and who the fuck let you drive your car should be a huge sign you should either slow down drinking or just stop drinking.
it's nine am and i've slept maybe two hours total and i'm still drunk. i haven't felt this shitty in a while.
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| 475. |
[17 Sep 2008|05:41am] |
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okay so no matter how much i clean my septum ring it will forever smell like shit. i'd probably take it out if i wasn't convinced it'd somehow smell even worse without the ring. fucking ew. so anyways my dad is probably in italy living it the fuck up right now. i'm so jealous, i hope he brings me chocolate home. i've been volunteering up at windy hill and it's been great and i think i've come to the conclusion that i really want to be a teacher. sixth grade language arts. sounds about right. i've been getting next to no sleep lately and it feels nice for some reason. i like being awake all the time and i like the satisfaction of finally getting to sleep when i absolutely need it. the intarwebz is my favorite thing ever, i'm pathetic. my laptop has been my best friend lately, but i love my friends the most right now. i had my first cigarette in probably over a week today and i've come to the conclusion that i'd like to surround myself with more people who don't drink/smoke/etc.. i say that too much, but i've really cut a lot of that out recently, and it feels good. i've stopped eating meat comeletely, minus fish, and i'm probably even going to cut that out soon, too. i guess i'm ready to stop being a lazy motherfucker and actually better myself. having ambition feels good.
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| 474. |
[09 Sep 2008|12:42am] |
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SO I HEARD YOU TALK ABOUT ME ALL THE TIME HAHAH YOU FUCKING FAGGOT ;D
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| 473. |
[08 Sep 2008|01:39am] |
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i've got a feeling this isn't going to work out as i had hoped. ehhh whatever.
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[05 Sep 2008|01:05am] |
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just be happy that im happy. if it bothers you that much, i promise not to talk to you about it, and if it ends up like you think it will, then you have every right to say "i told you so". i just want to learn from my own mistakes.
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[27 Aug 2008|04:50am] |
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i wish i could say how i feel right now. i miss you, i hate myself, and i miss you.
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| 469. |
[26 Aug 2008|02:08am] |
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fan's on and it's too cold, fan's off and it's too hot. i hate that. really, though, the last couple of days have been the best couple of days. no, this whole month has been great. i'm glad natalie and i are hanging out again, it's nice being around someone that i don't have to watch a word i say about anything. we hung out at josh's after his show last night and that's probably the best night i've had in awhile. i've missed josh, i still owe him a date. his friends are nice, too. it's funny being around all these kids i saw at daniel's mom's house when i was thirteen/fourteen, and now they're actually people i can call by their name. i'm glad summer's finally come to a hault, although to say i don't miss it would be a lie. this has by far been the best year of my entire life, i can't believe it's more than half-way over.
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| 468. |
[21 Aug 2008|04:50am] |
oh my fucking god oh my fucking god
UGH YOURE FUCKING DISGUSTING
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| 467. |
[19 Aug 2008|01:20am] |
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this is our last year together, i know you're all excited.
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| 466. |
[16 Aug 2008|01:18pm] |
i'm an idiot for thinking you were better than that, fuck you.
i'm sick of not being able to get to sleep until five am. i sat and stared at my wall and thought of all the cool things i could paint on it for two fucking hours because i couldn't sleep. ugh. tonight i plan on getting asap..asap. i get off work at nine thirty and i'm coming straight home to shower and get pretty and then i'm out to orlando with a couple bottles of whatever i can fit in my purse and tyler. i can't wait to see josh and hopefully some other people i haven't seen in ages. everyone starts school monday and shortly after, everyone who's not going back to east ridge is going to be leaving for college if they already haven't. i'm so bummed. i didn't think it would phase me since i'm not the one going back to school but this means parties and even just hanging out are only going to be a weekend thing now, and even then there's still going to be a bunch of faces missing. aveda called me again yesterday and i'm going to call them back today when i wake up.
thursday cannot get here soon enough, i'm so excited.
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[13 Aug 2008|03:16pm] |
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i'm so fucking ready for philly. i'm gonna be short as fuck on money but that's hardly even a worry right now. i just can't wait to get the fuck out of here for at least a little while. being the youngest one is going to be a little tough, especially since i'm not even eighteen yet. oh well. hopefully i'll have the money to drive out to long island for a little while, or corey comes to philly or something. either way there's people i want to see and it's going to happen somehow.
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[06 Aug 2008|03:24am] |
today was great.
go see pineapple express, by the way.
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